Your Ticket into Fantasyland

Hillary Clinton finally got into it a little with Berock O Bama in the democratic debate Tuesday night. O Bama said he didn't want to fall into the Bush trap of not taking with our enemies. Now I know we've said when you're at a seance you're not supposed to believe what demons tell you or rightfully even be talking to them, but foreign leaders around the World aren't demons; they're just flesh and blood people you have to communicate and dialog with to find out what is really on their minds. Hillary immediately saw a "Sister Soldier" moment and decided to position herself to the Right and do that famous Clinton triangulation thing. Clinton unlike O Bama didn't have the foresight to be against this Iraq war from the start like O Bama did. Why should O Bama be criticized because he turned out to be right? Hillary is letting that 29% die-hard Republican base call the tune to her campaign. She's in double digit lead. I'm voting against her. John Edwards has stated that when it comes to votes on actual issues, he's more pro woman on specific issues that women care about. They say 58% of the people will now accept a woman president. That means there are still 42% of the country that still will NOT consider a woman president. That's a poor base to begin with. The key question is how many of that 58% who ARE for a woman president will vote for Hillary. You know my position. I'd love to see a woman president. Are any women running? How about one of the more notible mature women such as Elizabeth Taylor or perhaps Jane Fonda. Now there's a candidate for you!

The federal government is now cracking down on medical marijuana that's held legal by the voters of a state, such as California. The people voted but in George Wallace's immortal words, "The federal government says you voted wrong". Why can't the federal government mind its own business? What happened to state's rights? Where is Larry Elder on this issue? He says he's a libertarian. You know my position. I think doctors should be free to prescribe marijuana. But I'd also like to see other hemp products brought back like Michael Benner talks about. Why can't we have hemp paper and save the trees, and have not only a higher quality paper than pulp wood but also introducing fewer chemical products into the environment.

There is a book author on Thom Hartman's web site that talks about "Imagine". Imagine a world where the trees are growing back and the environment is getting cleaner and oil prices have dropped to five dollars a barrel, and where the Government is actually paying YOU for the energy produced by your solar cells. "Tis a consumation devoutely to be wished".

There is another book author on the site who talks about Liberty a lot and speaks of men either as slaves to some system, or else in figuritive cages like a new monkey placed in a cage at the zoo. Some would say "The monkey should free his mind instead". After all all the other monkeys are socializing and eating their bananas and swinging from the bars and having a great old time. But here is this new monkey (I think his name is Pink) bashing himself against a wall trying to get out. Some would say he's a nowhere monkey making all these plans to get out and hopefully enlisting the other monkeys in his quest to escape- - "making all his nowhere plans for nobody". But just remember it's the nerds of this world responsable for a lot of progress.

Of course I'm an objectivist. I believe to be free you have to decide whether in fact you are a real hostage to some corporation or government or sociatal race or sexisum. Some things are in your mind and some things are real. For instance, some people view the two year old as a person who used to be free but now is having "No" shouted at him everywhere he goes and everything he touches. This kid isn't losing his freedom but discovering reality, just like a kid who's parents get divorced. It's the parent who seeks to keep his kid from growing up that is indeed keeping him in a cage. Christians at times remind me of two year olds throwing tantrums. They have rather childish personalities when you come right down to it. Dennis Prager once said he wouldn't mind his eight year old watching some pre school program- - I forget what- - it doesn't matter. You know the song, "You're telling all those lies, about the good things that we can have if we close our eyes". This is religion for you. And the ultimate way in which Christians close their eyes is when they turn off on life and embrace Death as the great Deliveror. They say they believe in Jesus as their messiah, but Death is their Messiah, the way dope is a druggie's messiah. You have certain "Dope pushers" and some of them are on TV like Sylvia Browne, selling death. Although I say if she's a charleton she's a good one. She never goes blank or is unable to answer any question. She answers every question the addict- - - poses to her. One thing I'd like to know about her is where she stands on this whole God and Jesus thing. I talked to that other Marcus (the real Marcus) around here and he said that the key nugget to come away from in Christianity is to do a good deed and not let anybody else know about it, and you will be Rewarded. I won't argue with that. I told him that I indeed im some brainwashed prisoner of sorts. I might actually be suffering from the Stockholm sydrone, defending my captors. Whenever I hear people like Thom Hartman talk about spiritual books and this Michael Benner "Ah hah!" moment and I'm told that's a "Born Again" experiance, I turn off. I've been programmed to believe in a very strict doctrinaire ritual. I know there are a lot of spiritual people from other religions around the world, even Moslems. I've never doubted that there were. As far as I know the Maharishi is a very spiritual man despite what John Lennon says. Marcus this morning said to me, "You're not a Christian; you're a scientist". In a way I felt proud when he said this, like Mr. Spock. He also suggested I read "Battfield Earth" by Ron Hubbard. I told him- - I believe that Science is in harmony with conservative thinking about God and visa versa. I'm anti dyspensationalist. These are people who say "God used to allow polygamy and having sex with your sister, but this is when mankind was in a learning experiance". I balk at this idea that God changes "perfection" to fit the times. If God is who the theologians say he's all knowing, omni present, and also immutable, ie. unchanging. That's where my head is at and that's the theology I was defending. Today's conversation made me realize how far I am from making a good Christian missionary. In a quest to climb Mt. Whitney I got winded in hiking to the top of a twenty story building stairwell. (Selah)

Since I am an objectivist I believe everything should make sense including the idea of the expanding Universe. If there's a way to catch people in a lie or inconsistency or leap of illogic, I'll do it. You say the universe is expanding? Where is it expanding FROM? If you say "The Universe is expanding from this precise spot", I tell you I'm going to be suspicious. Do you know what the odds are that of all the places in the known Universe - - this spot would be the center? If MY view of the universe is correct (previous postings) you may say I should be able to see evidence of THAT and preferably have a mathematical formula to back it up. If my view is correct there should be a ring around the heavens that is NOT expanding. The rest of it should be. Personally I think some scientists take leaps of faith. Look at all these survays they do saying this or that product is bad for you- - and then other people come along and say,
No, this product is actually Good for you". Some say, "Well, you know nobody can travel faster than the speed of light because Einstein said so in 1905. Well, Einstein didn't know about Black Holes that disprove that assirtion, just as the Catholic Church didn't know about the orbiting moons of Jupiter that disproved Their theology. Youall clear now?

In 1983 we came up with new wrinkles on the I Ching. The eight elements are as follows. To the east is fire which is light on the outside and dark on the inside. Fire symbolizes life. To the west is water or the Sea of Green, which is aqua color. This symbolizes death. It is dark on the outside and light on the inside. If the sea of green is the abode of the dead- - I think we can ask what it's made out of. As you know there are subatomic particles. If the "land" symbolizes the physical world than the sea has a more "liquid" subatance. They say that Nothing isn't really nothing but there is all sorts of "stuff" making up empty space. Could it be that the "stuff" making up the Sea of Green actually has something to do with the "stuff" the spirit or soul is made of? I don't know if the spirit or soul either exists and if it does exist does it have any provability? Sylvia Brown talks about "Spiritual" things a lot. For most readers you could well insert the word "imaginary" every time the word "spirit" is used and you just might be right. It's one thing to say that living matter has a "life fource" but doesn't that "fource" need the living matter to sustain it, and what if that living entity host dies? Doesn't the "life fource" die with it? But if there is a Sea of Green maybe it's made out of some kind of subatomic particles we can't see. If it is then by the very nature of Einstinian physics, the "space" it occupies also is different from our Space. (We said the same thing about anti matter) We know that things like quirks behave in "quirky" ways. They almost seem psychic. The laws of physics as we know them don't seem to apply to them. In ZAC mythology- - monsters and demons produced by our own mind are said to reside in this Sea. Now Sylvia Brown has her view of Death. To her you're either an "earth bound being" after you die or you "see the light" and "Go to God". She's calling it "God" now, instead of "The other side". As that Earthlink-link stated "With subatomic particles, all sorts of things become possible and perhaps Real that we don't think can be. In the I Ching there are other directions. Heaven is white and to the north and Earth is black and to the south. To the southeast is the green, which is thunder, or eldest son. This direction of thunder symbolizes Departure or "The Past" or "Temporary". The northeast is pink and is represented by Wood. This stands for "Arrival" and symbolizes The Future or Parmanency. To the southwest you have the Mountain and to the northeast is the "Joyous lake". The person starts in pergitory, according to this oft recited Mark Campbell myth, and you climb up the west side of the Mountain in pennance, and when you reach the top there are the Dancing Waters of the Disneyland Hotel and you know you're but a half mile away from where Zachery, the Messiah lives, or used to live, but this is sort of a "Christmas Day" experiance. The mountain is golden and the lake is blue. The mountain is the youngest son and the lake is the youngest daughter. The images are abasement and exaltation. May God bless to our understanding this reading of his own most Holy Word, (as the Rev. Harry Green used to say)

"We've Really Had It Now!"

The flow of troubling news developments continues. There was one protester who wanted to tell Dick Chaney that he was despicable for starting the Iraq War. He got his chance in a crowd to do just this. Ten minutes later he was arrested by Secret Service agents for threatening the Vice President. They regularly disallow the carrying of certain signs at public gatherings. Thom Hartman today said that perhaps John Ashcroft's illness wasn't entirely naturally occurring. He's the attorney general who said the President didn't have powers to do certain acts. Now it seems that William Casey, CIA chief under Ronald Reagan, told his attorney that he was going to "tell all" about the C I A's deal making with Iran in the early eighties blocking the hostage release till the country voted Republican. But of course Casey was struck ill. The surgons did the equivalent of "cutting out his tongue" in that they removed the portion of Casey's brain that controlled speech, and from that moment on they dropped all investigation of Iran. One caller said that you can tell when secret service agents are tapping your phone because of a tell tale clicking pattern. Someone said "the say to know if you're being tapped is to not pay your phone bill for eight months and see if your phone is still working". Apparently SS agents can sabotage your phone, or not, depending on their whims. Of course they have a massive micro wave antenna that picks up phone transmissions and sends it through a computer that fishes for such words as "Bush" or "terrorist" or "bomb" and the government listens in on these conversations. In 2002 they began some massive law enforcement sharing of information with Canada and have in a data bank everyone's arrest record back to age eighteen. Thom Hartman has a theory that Alberto Gonsolez was hinting about some "other secret program" that Congress knew nothing about but perhaps the truth was "inadvertently slipping out". This sounds like the plot to some B rated TV movie to think Gonsolez might accidently incrimidate himself.

These Presidential debates are turning into a freak show. They're having all these novelty questions from You-Tube that are of course pre-selected and pre-screened. The whole idea of a Debate is for the politicians to ask questions of EACH OTHER but falling short of that, at least have the questions asked live by an experianced reporter. But to have pre tape questions asked is basically to just "put on a good show", "mach show", as the Germans say. What they should do in these debates is to have Thom Hartman or people from his or Randi Rhodes' show to ask well thought out, as well as relivant and timely questions- to the candidate, and to allow follow-up questions and avoid canned answers. Of course Hillary Clinton is now in a double digit lead. She is 35% to O Bama's 21% to Edwards eleven percent and all the other candidates are in single digits. Dennis Kasinitch gave the only straight answer, when he was asked about the War. He said "Not ending this Iraq War is strictly politics". And that democrats have the power right now to withhold funding for the War but they just aren't doing it. Now the generals tell us today that security in Iraq won't be even partially established untill summer of 2008, and that the Iraqi troops won't be adequetly trained enough to take over untill summer of 2009. So basically I guess we're suppost to throw up our hands and give up.

My position on the candidates is the same as it's always been. I will vote Democratic for any other candidate except Hillary Clinton. Personally I'm tired of that Clinton-Bush double helix, and I really don't want a third term of Bill Clinton, and Hillary says that Bill will play such a major role in her adminestration that a Vice President would be like a fifth wheel. I don't want Hillary's lies like she told for eight years. There is still Whitewater and Travel Gate and that comodities trading stuff Hillary has done, plus other roomers about her volitile personality. If the Republicans pick Mit Romney I'm voting for Romney. I think it's time we had a Mormon president, to prove we aren't prejudiced. The thing is I'm a conservative in the way that I define terms, which is the opposit of how Thom Hartman defines them. Conservitives to my way of thinking believe in the principles of John Locke, and that men are basically good, and have inailable rights. Christians, Nazis and Comunists believe on the other hand like a liberal. They believe man is inherently evil. You can tell a liberal by the way they reason. Conservatives like me are geared twords "fixing" a particular problem under discussion. This is not so for a liberal. If you walk to them about Immigration reform of Federal Health Care they will get an attack of diaria of the mouth and go on and on about indemic racisum and sociatal injustice and old ladies eating dog food or buying needed medication. If you talk about "cost effictiveness" with a liberal they will foam and froth at the mouth. Since liberals believe that mankind is inherently evil- - therefore they have to be "retrained" to be "politically correct". John Calvin was one of the early classic liberals as I see it. He saw reordering all the lives of the people of Geneva as his divine calling. It's liberals rather than conservatives who insist on redefining words such as "sexual harrassment" so as to mean something completely different from what a normal person would think. When a conservative looks at a liberal he sees the axiom of, "If everything is a sin, nothing is a sin". I believe Hillary Clinton will be a classic liberal as I define the word in that she will micro-manage everybody's lives, and try to override the normal market forces that would keep everything in ballance.

John Lennon is said to have made the statement after Brian Epstein died about the Beatles' prospects, "We've fucking had it now". If Lennon really said this he was a visionary who looked far into the future. Of course John Lennon also said that "Christianity will vanish and shrink" and that Christianity is destined to fade away. There are a lot of areas where we have "fucking had it". On a soap opera where Christeen Di Mira was doing certain things I wrote, "She is undergoing a moral melt-down". I believe the Bush adminestration is undergoing a moral meltdown. That is, a karmic implosion where the mass is so great it warps the whole concept of time and space and normal moral logic. I believe this economy has "fucking had it" and that whoever becomes President next year will see the economy blow up in their face, such that people will look back on the Bush Adminestration as "The good old days". Both Thom Hartman and the author of American Theocracy has stated that we have borrowed and leveraged ourselves up to the hilt both publicly and privately- - and that the tipping point is near. In the case of the Catholic Church I think they knew that if they adopted the theology of Marcion they basically had it, karmicly and morally. So they had to be steathful about adopting Marcion's ideas. You see many Marcionite ideas today. First of all Christians see all of creation as evil and as some cosmic "mistake" that God made. Hence they see God himself as a sinner, and the wages of sin is death. Hence under Marcion, Jesus Christ assume's God's identity and dies. Hence the O T Law dies. To kill the Law is to kill God's essence. Because if you love a person you love the things that he loves and hates the thing that he hates. To a conservative like me a man's or a God's Values are his most important attribute, and without these you have nothing. It's like God himself had an "opperation" in which his Word or speech capibilities were removed. Christians pride themselves on the way the Old Testiment has been ruled null and void. Of course we'll overlook the anti-semetic aspects of this for the moment. Certain things like swaring by God or keeping your word, or the sabbath and other values Jehovah saw were "eternal" are now suddenly null and void. Now you have this magic elixer called "Mercy". Liberals are always talking about "mercy". "Mercy" used to be a term where an individual person got a bad break in life but he was basically a "good person". This term "mercy" means something entirely different under Born Again Christianity. Basically it means "Our Pastor is God and don't question his karmic credibility". This is "mercy", or unplugging your brain. I have said two religions with appeal to conservatives are Scientology and Mormonisum. Because at least these two don't throw rationality out the window. You know these religions are rational because their values are discussed openly and RATIONALLY. Born Againisum never allows its values to be discussed, because their moral compus is broken. This brings me to my final "We've fucking had it" statement. Christianity has "fucking had it" the minute George W Bush was elected President. Because all the karmic chickens came home to roost and what Christianity is is laid bare for all to see, like Sexy Sadie. These people with their pastoral-centric views on life worship and value Men over Values. Liberal movements have always centered around certain Men, Personalities, Despots, such as Mao Tse Tung, or Hitler, or Stalin, or Edi Amin. Stewart Sutcliffe once told me that "One thing about Marcion is, he knows where all the bodies are burried". You've heard the gag about "dehydrated water". Well if you listen to today's Christianity they've taken the Jesus out of Jesus, like Jesus Christ does on KFI. Not only do these people eliminate the Old Testament, but they'd also like to throw out the Gospells and concentrate on the letters of St. Paul, as interperated by Marcion. What the government would like to do with us is to suck out our personality and leave some shell that they can "fill" with whatever they want- - to mold after their own desires. The only way you can be "saved" by a liberal- - and a liberal will say "We're here to save you from yourself" and that is if they can somehow take the You out of You. That's what they're really after.

One way in which I personally know "I've really had it now" as that this title was misspelled for the past month and nobody called me on it. In the future I'd like to maintain a little more professional decorum in my blogs so that they are at least editorially and scientifically respectable. I know one problem I have is that I often don't put enough words in my arguments. I leap from thought to thought and expect the reader to put the pieces together himself. There are times I don't "spell things out" with sufficient didactness.

Certain things are inherently illogical. Just think of Superman and his strength. What if you saw Superman zoom around a sharp corner at a hundred twenty miles per hour. What if you saw Superman pick up an oncoming bus at sixty miles per hour and hoist it over his head and throw it into outer space? The thing is- - there are the Newtonian laws of mass and torque. There are certain things superman can't logically do no matter HOW strong he is simply because of the laws of physics. Laws and logic are key to reality. It's my belief that Jesus has a secret identity and that the alter-ego of Jesus spoke of logic and "Logos" as being the key to the universe. You get rid of logic at the expense of reality. I refuse to believe any system that voids logic. Here is another one. What if you could slow down time? Could you throw a baseball faster than Nolan Ryan? Could you set speed records at anything? The thing is when you slow down time, what do you do with mass? Mass is an element of Time. When you change Time, mass has to change. This is why both mass and Time change as you approach the speed of Light. If you were in a room where the "ether density" grew increasingly compacted on one wall as opposed to the other, there would be one wall of the room where reaching it and touching it would be to tackle infinity. This is what calculus does is carry out formulas to infinity. But the thing is, in this magic room, no matter Where you measured from, the speed of light would always be 186,000 miles per second. Of course the seconds and miles would be in a state of extreme flux. My new view of the Universe is a universe of matter continually "falling". Matter "falls" tword itself into a newtron star and then "falls" or "melts down" into a Black Hole where new space is created. Black Holes in my system are continually being formed and never being un-formed. As matter falls into these multi-level Black Holes it gains mass as it picks up speed in the falling. A lot of people such as Chuck Smith speak of a beginning or "lighting of the cosmic fuse" of the Universe and then the Universe "winding down" and eventually "wearing out" and eventually they see the very faboric of the universe "wearing out" and eventually exploding in self destruction, and some new Cosmic Hand appears and rescues mankind from itself.

. On Sixty Minutes they had the case of mentally ill prisoners who were abused because people denied that they were really mentally ill and needed other help. One prisoner died of dehydration. After this they replayed that one Dr. Evil guy or whoever who is against the food police and the trans-fat and tobacco and alcohol police. I agree with about all of his positions except for his stance on Mothers against drunk driving. He is anti Union. I’m not really anti union but I am anti strike, and I also favor letting the market place decide what wages a perspective employee can negotiate on his own for. Then it was that Simpson’s episode I didn’t see the beginning of before where Lisa claimed to be a member of the Hitachi tribe. At 8:30 I turned the TV off.

I added twelve more of those psychedelic photographs from Firefox to my collection after this going from 27 to 39. I haven’t decided whether to add more yet. I went out for a smoke about quarter after nine and I asked Gary for a cigarette and then he fished one out of the ash tray for me. It’s better than nothing.

This morning I borrowed a cigarette from Glen, and later on borrowed two cigarettes from Lilian. I was expecting Oscar would have a pack for me, which he finally did a little after ten. He saw me on the patio. These were the only three cigarettes I borrowed.. I had the TV news on and they were talking about all the heavy rains they have gotten in London. I had Drive radio on the computer and they were playing 1982.

I had Thom Hartman on and encountered some drowseyness. Glen, the other Glen came by with coffee he actually owes me to work off his dollar. Dick Chaney has a new book out he wrote with an associate, in which he admits the U S made a mistake of not letting the Iraqis keep their government in some form after the conquest. Dick Chaney talked with one person briefly, who told him off and said he was despicable, and ten minutes later after the incident was over, secret service agents arrested him.

The noon radio show had a substitute. I watched both Soap Operas, which were on the boring side today. I watched Montell Williams who had this seventeen year old girl who was sexually harassed and dominated by her instructor. After a half hour of that I switched to Mr. KABC, who talked about this impeachment committee and they are holding a rally on the Huntington Beach pier today at four. Cindy Shehan is so fed up with Nancy Palosi and her do nothing policy she may run against her for congress. Dana Roarbocker now, apparently, is favoring impeachment for his own reasons. They say that letters to congress have tripled on the impeachment subject in the past several week.

I’m going to change the wallpaper but I think I’ll wait till after money draw tomorrow. We have gotten some sporatic rain today and yesterday.

They are now telling women and old people not to just do aerobics but also to work out with weights to build muscle mass because it makes it easier to lose weight.

In case you are wondering "Nowhere Man" is about me, but before I knew that I thought it was about Richard Nixon. John Lennon has hinted that the reason why he allowed a substitute John to go to Hamburg is because he saw himself as the most experianced Beatle and the others needed practice time to "catch up with him". If you listen to the Live at Hamburg tapes you clearly see that John is the glue holding the group together. George isn't that good either on Hamburg or on the Tony Sheridan album. Pete Best and Stewart were just "learning how to play" according to others- - - - - (White Rabbit playing on Randi Rhodes now) that leaves Paul- - who wanted to take the rest of the group on a Magical Mystery Tour.

Ding! - Ding! - Ding!

I'm doing another blog posting so soon because I think sixteen numerologicly is an unstable number and I want to bring it to seventeen as quickly as possible. I don't like those spelling bees because they ring a bell when you have gotten the wrong answer and everywhere else the bell signifies a right answer that resonates with Truth. Yesterday the Dow Jones Industrials dropped 146 points or something fulfilling my prediction as a "sign" I'm right. What I predicted was a drop in excess of a hundred points in one day, and there might be consecutive days of a hundred point drop or more. We are going to clarify a few things we've already said in this blog.

But first let's talk about George Bush. You know there is a cabinet department called "Homeland Securety". I was never confortable with that dezignation of "homeland" but I never knew why till yesterday. It turns out that "Homeland" is a Nazi term. According to Thom Hartman, the Nazis in the early twenties were looking for an emotive term to use to rally the people and they were reading Zionist literature. (Parenthetically I don't like the term Zionist. To me a Zionist is a Born Again Christian who wants to start a nuclear war and somehow involve Isrial in it) This Isriali advocacy literature for a homeland for the Ashkanaze Jewish people gave the Nazis the idea to use the term "Heim land" or something. If I'm a black or a member of some race other than native American, I'm not going to feel real confortable with the term of "home land". In other Bush news now a general has said we have to wait till November to find out whether the "Surge" has worked or not. Of course the Bush adminestration exerted their pull and made the general take the statement back. I guess there is a Constitutional crisis or something as to whether "Contempt of Congress" citations can be enforced by law. Apparently it takes someone from the executive branch to enforce the edict of Contempt of Congress, and Bush refuses to do that. Meanwhile we are told that since Baghdad had gone from a mostly Suni city to a mostly Shiite city, that violence in Baghdad has and will decline as people "vote with their feet" to avoid ethnic clenzing. Apparently Al Qaida is fifth on the lists of causes of the War in Iraq preceeded by "Bathist insurgents" and then Shiites and Sunis batteling- - followed by the Criminal element, and number four is things caused by the general state of anarchy such as no water and electricity, and number five is Al Qaida, and they are not the Pakistani Al Qaidas but wither "home grown" Al Qaida, or else Al Qaida from Saudi Arabia, where fifteen of the nineteen hijackers of 9 - 11 are from. But we know Bush will attack neither Pakistan nor Saudi Arabia, so how serious can he be about actually bringing the leaders of this group to justice?

Smoking will soon be banned in all Los Angeles city parks. So you people reading this in other large cities, take note because your day is coming. The bill was passed because of the Griffith Park fire a few months ago and because of the severe drought we've had here the past year or so. The only exceptions to the City wide ban on smoking will be city golf courses, where mostly rich people go, and also a dezignated smoking area at the Zoo, and also the Greek Theater. As you know I'm against any government bill that seeks to micro manage our lives.

I was musing last night in Word that I really hope Leo Le Port is right and people really are getting smarter and that society is evolving in an intelligent way. I believe we are. We are using more techo-words these days like saying "That's a No Go". I believe we as a people are more sophisticated in our reasoning out of things like crime mystories. Of course the final Harry Potter book is out today and that is on the news everywhere. Just think of how many people have accepted whole whatever "axioms" imposed by the Author on your thought processes. Of course reading the Bible also has certain "axioms" like "God always wins every time he is put to the test". With the advent of Christianity however we learn "Everything you learned about God in the old testament is wrong. It died with Jesus on the cross". But like Harry Potter, the Old Testament is inspiring to read for its stories, if you can suspend reason just a little.

Yesterday was the 38th. anniversary of man's landing on the moon. They say only sixteen men or something have walked on the moon and the last one of these was nearly 35 years ago in December 1972. I don't know what has happened to our collective urge to explore. Really since about 1972 we have been in retrogression in a lot of ways - certainly economic.

I'm hoping either Leo Le Port or some of his minions in the chat rooms reads this paragraph so people can talk about it later. I've only tried to enter a chat room a few times and each time something has gone wrong and my words didn't come out. So it isn't entirely that I'm a social recluse - I have made attempts. I'd like to talk about the implications of the last file. There is no necessity for God to have created the Universe either twelve billion or any other number of billion years ago. Our Universe formed out of a Black Hole, and I imagine it's getting bigger all the time both in terms of the space - - and the matter that is "falling into it" all the time. Our Universe is shaped like a Christmas tree ornament. It isn't exactly "hallow" on the inside but we are ever "falling" in what at this point can best be called the Time dimension into the center of the black hole and yet there is a formula, perhaps the hyperbolic tangent formula, where if you added up all the number coordenates from one - .76 onward - - and add all the number coordenates up from one to infinity, you could calculate the "thickness" of this ornament in terms of measurement from "the outside". The doppler effect is alive and well because if you look to the "inside" of our universe, space is being "created" there as objects continue to fall tword the center of a once black hole but they'll never make it because of that hyperbolic tangent formula (modifications welcome) in which the amount of space that "space" takes up gets smaller and smaller and smaller as you go off to infinity but there is some line or inner wall that will never be crossed. Just how many times the speed of light our Universe is falling tword a black hole is determined by the ammount of MASS already in the center of the black hole. As you know first there are newtron stars but they become so heavy and compacted they are "crushed" and a black hole is formed from the faboric of space being re-alligned.

There are really three "parts" to our Universe, or perhaps I should say, vector. One is to look tword the center of our universe. The closser to the "inner wall" of the Christmas ball you get the closser to infinity you come. Space shrinks to nearly nothing (AS measured from the outside, i. e.) and time "stops" or rather the rate of movement through time becomes vastly accelerated. If you look around the circle you may be able to travel and wind up back where you started from. All the dimensional "grid" lines are pretty well squashed "flat" in our Universe, again as measured from The Outside. The other way to look is up and out. The thing is whether you look "In" or "Out" space on either side of you is stretching in a way that causes a red shift in the doppler effect. Everything is falling away from everything else because the things "below" you have been falling and accelerating longer- - and the things "above" you have not gotten to your falling speed- - so appear to be going the other way or out. I believe this "falling" action is what moves time. If this view of the universe seems odd others have suggested other shapes for the Universe like a saddle shape, or a cyllender, or perhaps a donut, which I'm sure Homer Simpson would like. I'm going with the bubble or bauble view. Now if you look "out" in a certain direction you should get "out" of the black hole, provided you have a powerful enough warp drive. (see prev. ref.) Some have said that the nebula in Orion is where Heaven is. It may be the direction of "Heaven" after a sort. There is a direction where if you go there time speeds up (which means you are "moving through it" more slowly") There may be a realm where Time almost appears to STOP. You can experiance "Eternity" for a half hour or an hour and pick up like nothing is wrong where you were. I told you about my suspected UFO obduction in late September of 1986 on a Sunday evening. I was gone for 45 minutes or an hour in "missing time". Later people in the Federation told me I had been to "Real" or "Ray-oll" if you will (alluded to in the Who song). If could be rather than "learn anything" or gain instruction I was offered a lengthly period of "repose" where time seemed to stop and an eternity could take perhaps an hour or so. Perhaps this is what "Heaven" or "Hell" is really like when they say "Eternity". When I "returned" I had had a "respite" from life's worries and after I returned things began getting worse around me quickly. (see previous reference)

If you are wondering they talk about "space folding" but space really doesn't fold in a black hole, it merely squooshes. Everything I have said is within a four dimensional construct. Some of you may ask about anti-matter. I would say they have to be made of anti-particles and these may exist in anti-space. And as you know space and time are connected. As there is no such thing as "nothingness" where space is concerned, there is no such thing as "Outside of Time" as the Christians talk about. An EVENT is an action taken in forward time. But all karma as we know it is predestined because Time is always there. I imagine you can have anti matter but it would exist in anti-time and anti-space. We would never know it. In terms of "space folding" the Federation talks about you may ask "What other dimension is involved". You needn't briech the four-dimensional construct for space folding - - just as the "Christmas tree ornament" has shape as measured from The Outside- - - think of space folding as a dimension from The Outside. Take a piece of paper and loup it around and if it's perfectly symmetrical you will have time ballance and there will be no gravimetric distortion or interference with travel. You loop the piece of paper around from LA to Boston (oviously much farther) and you can "be there". Think of the fifth dimension is obeying the theologian Anselin's law, who said in effect "If it's conceivably possible to imagine something existing- -then it DOES EXIST. This is a simple idea but let us review. Parrellel universes are universes that Never Meet. More likely you want an oblique universe, and for our sakes, the more Oblique the better. Just draw a line and then draw a line to obliquely (diagonally) intersect it- - and you have the idea. One more question from the audience. Last time we talked about the Fifth dimension in psychic travel rather than the Sixth, as we usually do. Why? Because it was the fifth dimension OF the Sixth dimension. Usually when we or the Federation speaks of the psychic- - going elsewhere in the fifth dimension is not involved. The Sixth dimension is harder to explain than the fifth. The fifth dimension could almost be called- - - karmic. The psychic dimension is sort of an IDEA dimension and the Greeks spoke of Ideas having a greater Reality than we ourselves do.

What More Evidence Do We Need?

To believe in something we first have to Define It (Selah)

This is true whether you are talking about God – or Democracy

You can all describe something like God differently

But if you don’t define it

How will you know what you’re looking for?

How will you know when you’ve found it?

And if you don’t know what you’re fighting for

How in the World will you know that you’ve won? (Selah)

Thom Hartman describes Democracy in his way

God decrees that Evolution is the Ultimate Democracy

You know, one reason why we aren’t “Winning the war in Iraq” is that we have absolutely no idea, of all the factions that are fighting, which one we want to be the victor. Someone said today “Well, if we lose this war that means somebody wins”. Well, not necessarily. We could be fighting for abstract things like corporate profits and some sort of mystic “Westernization” we like to see in Iraq. It’s difficult to win or lose when we’re fighting for ideas that are so abstract they don’t exists in most people’s minds, notably the minds of the rest of the factions fighting the War.

Just a little HEADS UP so you know what to expect in the rest of this file: The next paragraph basically states that George Bush will NOT be impeached, and that he will even rise in the polls in the coming months but WILL lose the election. The next paragraph modifies my stance tword Predestination after listening to Sylvia Brown, which is a bit akin to Barry Bonds taking peyote to improve his vision. And the final paragraph uses Einstinian rules (NOT ones I’d like to use) to explain away the Big Bang as a gigantic illusion and NOT God striking some cosmic “match” long ago.

Let’s talk about George Bush in this paragraph. When it comes to the idea of impeaching the President my cry is, “What more evidence do you need?” Today it was announced both on Thom Hartman and Johnny Wendell that President Bush had signed an executive order, plainly listed on White House .com, that states that anyone who advocates a war policy that adversely affects the “peace and security” of the nation of Iraq can have their property conthiscated by the I R S or the Treasury Dept. This is, if either the secretary of state or the secretary of defense state that you have disturbed said peace of said nation. The rage against President Bush must be growing by leaps and bounds. I do not see how Congress can delay one more day in filing impeachment charges against President Bush. One wonders whether I could incorporate astrology to somehow give a “heads up” to you on what the future holds. I’d be happy to. As a sign I am right I am predicting that some time in the last week in July the Down Jones Industrials is going to drop in excess of a hundred points, perhaps on consecutive days. I predict that the top of the stock market indexes will be sometime in August (next month) and that after Labor Day there will be an unmistakable downtrend. In terms of another indicator the economy won’t peak out till just about the end of this year. As for the President his chart looks good and his fortunes will actually improve as this fall progresses. That won’t make the impeachment people happy. Next June I see a big upward spike in the President’s popularity. But as it gets twords the fall particularly in November I see a drastic drop in the President’s fortunes. And in late January I see another drastic drop in the President’s fortunes. Previously I predicted we would not make war with Iran but try and seek peace with them. The same went for North Korea. You can be expected to be flooded with good news from Iraq starting later this year that may have an intoxicating quality, but others say it might be because the news is better managed or new measures have been employed to keep the liberals and dissenters quiet. That’s what I see. No accusation will gain “Snowball” traction in congress.

Sylvia Brown had another of her reruns on today. Among her statements were that we’ll all be together and fellowship with each other and many couples here that are reincarnated over a series of lives will also be couples on the Other Side. Sylvia said that over there we will all be aged thirty, so I may presume all the babies and children will also appear to be age thirty. She has often said to people, “This is your last incarnation” and today she said, “This is the final incarnation for most of us”. Previously she has said that each of us have had up to thirty past incarnations on this planet. But now she says that the world has only 95 or so years left. This century. Sylvia also said that warnings or psychic visions are not hard and fast scenes of future events but are merely warnings of a decision we need to make to avoid them. There may be a bit of divergence from Federation teaching on this issue. They maintain that all true psychic visions are flawless and Lord knows all their predictions are flawless. That’s what they say. But I would like to mention this idea of what to me, an objectivist, seems patently non objective and hence illogical. This is the statement from that Earthlink mailing that all “space” is different. There is “Your space” and “My space”. It would seem that psychic visions are not only picked up from this four-dimensional construct, but also from the fifth dimension. Here’s where the illogic comes in. Before a decision is made- - the “space” or dimensional construct is different. Elsewhere in the fifth dimension there is a (real) connection because going there is a real possibility (of being a part of it). Once an action has been taken it predestines things to come. I have often used the analogy (or literal example) of a Witch’s incantation. It is Federation belief that words can cast Spells and set fates. But the thing is the “decision” is a misnomer. There are those “decision diamonds” that fork or branch in computer programs of an imperative algorithmic language. But there is no “decision” or deciding going on at all. The computer is an inanimate object and the decision is preset by the information the computer already has (or has been pre programmed to get) in the routine. I only mention the idea of “My Space” and “Your space” because perhaps a person can be in a different fifth dimensional Reality from the one you are in. Keep in mind “Reality” in fifth dimensional physics does not exactly mean the same as it does for the rest of us, just as the word “Persons” in the Constitution doesn’t mean the same for someone involved in Corporate adjudication. Some people may say, “Well then, what is the difference between a Guess or a Feeling as opposed to a “psychic impression”? Well, you’ve had a psychic impression. They come out of nowhere and sometimes alter the way you think about topics. Sylvia Brown most likely believes that the “space” the dead live in is some altered space-time perception, just as the believers in Heaven and Hell don’t believe these are literal places. I don’t want to miss out on what alledgedly is the final ninty-five years of the history of earth. I’d like to know what Sylvia Brown expects to “happen” after the year 2002 or so. In the year 2061 we will isolate the graviton and achieve warp drive and initiate deep space travel. Personally, I’d like to be around for that and not 110 years old, either.

I’d like to take up the idea of Black Holes. If you look for astronomy terms in Google Desktop a lot of my own Blogs come up. Some may say “Well if your view of this Universe as just another black hole is true, can’t you prove it mathematically? Break us off the Math. Well, last night Homer Simpson proved there was no God after the crayon was removed from his brain and he got smart. There are analogies I could draw from this. Use your imagination. OK. First I’d like to say how Scientists view THIS universe right now. They don’t view it as a three dimensional sphere. They use the “analogy” of a soap bubble and say the universe IS the soap bubble. I’ve lost a lot of you already but that’s what they say. What this means is that there IS no “center” of this universe and no edge, but if you travel around far enough you end up back where you started from like that “Null space” StarTrek episode. What this means is when the universe expands there is no “central point” that is standing still while the rest of it is moving. It was actually watching channel 40 one day when it rained seven inches in one day in Cypress that this point was made clear to me. I want you all to know what the experts say about THIS universe now before we compare it to a theorized universe that’s really a black hole. First of all, you may have a misconception about Black Holes. I told you about the time I saw that orbiting planets funnel thing at the Griffith Park observatory in September of 1988. (This analogy of the funnel was used in my Prophecy Book but the idea was stolen from Mark Campbell) This notion of a Black Hole is of a golf course where the ground curves and the ball acts accordingly and “goes into the hole and is never heard from again”. You usually see those green grid lines they show on TV to illustrate the macro force of gravitation. Some people believe this invading matter just “disappears” from our space and goes into another Universe altogether. I don’t believe this is so. Sometimes we misperceive things. Like when I was a kid I always wondered why fireworks looked circular even if you were viewing them from a different direction than you were the other night. It’s because fireworks explode in a three dimensional sphere. With a black hole space shrinks into a spheroid. Black holes don’t look like sunken cones you can shoot golf balls into. I have always wondered why black holes didn’t eventually suck everything else into themselves like the vacuum cleaner on Yellow Submarine. Sometimes what appears to be movement isn’t movement as we think of it. We have said before that you can’t move faster than the speed of light but this is only relative to the ether of space (that is, the Ether, which some scientists don’t believe in) around you. We also know that gravity shrinks objects, because Einstein said that acceleration was the exact same thing as gravity. And we also know that gravity slows down time. But this is a misnomer because gravity really IS time. It’s not that time per se is speeding up or slowing down but you are just “moving through it” differently. We know that matter shrinks as it approaches the speed of light. In terms of gravimetric acceleration an item may accelerate many times the speed of light. If matter is in a state of “free fall” it will keep accelerating provided there is a powerful enough source of gravity to pull it in. Of course the gravity is supplied by the huge amount of mass inside the black hole, but there is so much acceleration from this enormous, unspeakable gravity that the Universe virtually “creates a bunch of new space to provide the necessary space in which to accelerate, pulled by this great gravity. I do not believe matter shrinks to nothing at the speed of light because matter going 90% the speed of light only has shrunk to half its size and not nine-tenths. So there is no direct math formula corilary. Have you considered the hyperbolic tangent formula where one = .76? This would postulate that matter shrinks to 24% of its size at the speed of light. But since matter shrinks when you accelerate new “space” appears to come from out of nowhere. We have spoken of “The event horizon” before. What I now believe happens is that the ether of space becomes so compacted it can’t shrink any more. Hence what you have is ether concentrated along a sphere like surface. Get the déjà vu? The ether shrinks down to where it can’t compact any more and you have that “Christmas ornament” or whatever shaped “Universe” where if you look out you see the farthest stars accelerating away from it. But it isn’t really acceleration but the lessening effect of gravity, but your whole physical shape is so distorted you literally don’t know which way is up or down.

Freedom vs Securety - False Dichotomy

"You say you were able to beat me in chess because you
learned how to play My Game? Well...
I learned how to play Your Game...
I learned how to Fillibuster!"
- - - - - - - - -
"I knew I need to edit myself in my writings...
On the other hand
People are tired of their news being
Edited down by the Media
The people want the Straight Stuff"

The Democrats are doing an all night marathon session or something trying to get an anti war resolution passed. There isn’t much to blog about these days. It’s kind of a matter of just waiting for all the political dust to settle. Abraham Lincoln apparently wrote a letter in 1848 to a lawyer coligue of his in which he said that our Constitution was framed in order to prevent “Kings” from going to war for trivial reasons and impoverishing the very people whom he claims to be waging the war for. Abe was much less dovish later on. Abraham Lincoln was at that time against the Mexican War and he thought that President Polk was engaging in an unconstitutional act in making war against Mexico. I guess we should poll the people of San Antonio and see if they’d rather they were speaking Spanish now. The whole line of thought was “George Washington chipped down the cherry tree and out of that box he made with the cherry wood he put in all the tools that he and all other Presidents would need. But George Bush has chosen to completely redefine what the office of President is. Yesterday Larry Elder had Olivia Dukakis and some Black Muslem preacher (?) speech exerpts in which both compared 9 – 11 to the burning of the Reishstag and thus allowing the Nazi regeime to assume new “emergency” powers. Thom Hartman refers to the “legasy” that this President will leave to his successor, Hillary Clinton. And if you’re a conservative you might not like the power precidents set by this President that President Hillary now assumes. For instance, Vlatamir Putin had his 9 – 11 with the Chechnyan rebellion. But if Putin played under the same rules as President Bush, Putin would be able to come into another country and “render” a prisoner and take him back to Belerus or some place to be tortured or held indefinitely without charges being filed. We wouldn’t like that. Larry Elder raised the issue of “They’re calling the President a fascist dictator but they aren’t being thrown in jail. They couldn’t criticize a leader in a Moslem country”. My response is that “we aren’t there- - - Yet”. We aren’t yet to where you can be thrown in jail for political speech, but we are well headed in that direction. Conservatives draw a false dichotomy between Freedom and Security saying to have more of one is to sacrifice the other. Freedom is an act of citizen choice. Leo Le Port said that the computer exists in an entirely “deterministic” Universe. If something goes wrong it’s entirely the operator’s fault one hundred percent of the time. But Leo also said, “As far as the human brain is concerned it might well be the same determinisum that rules us. The age old question is whether man posses a soul that has free will or is he a deterministic biological organisum?” Locke criticized the “Divine right of Kings” but in turn said that we all have a Divine right- - and among these rights is Free Will. But only a few people in the past have had the ability to luxuriate in this Free Will. Most people have lived and slaved away at their jobs like dogs serving their masters, and have died in poverty. The Bible itself says in essence the first thing you need to do to make a man free is to emancipate him from slavery to the System. This is what Roosevelt and other democrats have sought to do. Blacks have said for decades, “The system always keeps you down”. There was a book out in the thirties called “War is a Racket”. You should read it. I did not know till I learned it yesterday that until the 1950’s the ‘Military Industrial Complex” did not exist. That is- - having certain industries dedicated all the time to making war implements. And many people see inlisting in a War as the only way out of economic poverty. And when they do it they aren’t entitled to the rights they used to have as far as getting sufficient leave time to “unwind” from their duties in the Iraq War. Ron Hubbard has said that the primal urge of every living thing is to “survive”. This is why evolution occurs as we said in our last posting. Most animals are not really “Free” because they simply do not have the time that the Ancient idle Greeks had to just “sit around and reflect”. I maintain contrary to what Jesus Christ on KFI says that I do NOT have “Free Will” because in my life for the most part I have not had a wife and for many years I have not had a job. I don’t even have the luxury of deciding “Now that I’m Free, what do I want to do to help out the church”. It’s easier for an Evil person to be free because he is not constrained by societal morality like the rest of us are. Christians work “outside the box” in that they use tacticts on you that aren’t kosher. They play unfairly in the debates of life. They run a crooked game. The Egyptian scientists may have had idle time to speculate about the meaning of life- - but they did it at the expence of the vast multitude of slaves. Christianity is the enemy of Freedom and the founding fathers knew this instinctively. They knew that if religion of an institutional nature were given free reign that it would oppress people like the Catholic Church did for a thousand years, and like the Nazis wanted to do for a thousand years. John Lock saw it as in inherent right of man to be Free and thussly to throw off shackles of anyone who would oppress him. The oppressor has freedom. Bullies have freedom. But since they are selfish they want to keep it to themselves. Evil people have no problem with freedom. Jesus Christ has said that Satan has the “right” to Free Will. But so many of the rest of us don’t even have the option of Freedom because we are enslaved, as I have elaborated above. Desire is a normal and healthy human emotion. John Locke hails the Desire to be free. And yet in many religions Desire is seen as a sin. There is one movie I saw decades ago in which there was this slave or a Black pretending to be a slave (“The Skin Game?”) and one day he was showing Whitey he could talk White and hold an intelligent conversation with the best of them. And the white bigot says, “Well I’ll be damned. I never heard a nigger talk like that before”. Then he pulls out a gun and says, “You talk like that any more and I’m going to blow your head off”. Too much of Christianity consists of man of any race trying to act like a “good nigger”. Did he put on the right act? They WANT you to put on an act. Kings want commoners to put on an act. But at least Kings will be honist enough to say when they send you to the gallows “You didn’t ACT properly in the presence of a King”. Christians demand that man renounce his Freedom and each and every one of his rights. “You have no rights” is a common axiom in my church. But when a man pays for sex he knows he’s getting a whore. The people who run Christianity are tricks with a big ego who think that the lip service people give them is completely voluntary- - when in reality it is anything but.

A couple days ago I had a talk with you know who under the general principle of “even when someone is dumping garbage on them there’s still a chance that you could learn from them”. Janet said the reason why she didn’t participate more in that conversation is “she listens to everyone else”. Listening is a valuable asset if you use it correctly. People like Mom read book after book so that their minds are awash in new information, but I wonder how much of that knowledge is incorporated usefully.

There is a saying by Rush, “He a little afraid of dying, but he’s much more afraid of your lying”. I take this to be one of two scenarios, and there are undoubtedly more. Either he’s talking about a military situation where you’re a trooper on the front and thusly are a “point man” and run the risk of getting killed first, and what you want to know is are you fighting for the reasons you were TOLD that you were, or are you being lied to and propagandized. In the Christian contexts I myself saw my life’s existence as being “on the front” and I’m not afraid or “ashmed” of “dying for my Lord”, provided he is who [name withheld] and Chuck Smith says he is, or am I in a situation where if I knew the whole truth- - Christianity would be something I would want no part of.

It turned out to be Patty in case you are wondering. I had the TV on last night during Jeopardy and Wheel but I was on computer desk top looking up “Universe”. There were “Ten weird things in space” from Earthlink, but I was looking for still another site. (added: I believe the reason the Universe "accelerates away from us" so fast is because we are inside a black hole and at a "beyond the speed of light" differential in speed from the outside space.) I needed to clear the cache, I believe, because I kept clicking on the same letter. They would give you the text of each mailing but not the links unless you clicked something that was “stuck in a groove”. To make a long story short after checking both E mail sites and looking for “musical instruments” I finally isolated the mailing I was looking for because I thought (correctly) that the astronomy site was in the same letter with that “rare musical instruments of the world” mailing, which turned out to be on page five or something. It’s amazing how much stuff Desktop throws up that you don’t remember visiting. The astronomy site was around August 24^th. 2006 and features green print on black background. There were Fourteen facts about the Universe you don’t know- - and some other stuff. Nothingness isn’t nothing but filled with all sorts of sub atomic material. They said “gravity” and “time” were essentially the same thing. This bolsters Star Trek and also the Federation’s use of the term “gravimetric interference”, which alludes to time shift while space folding. They said “Your Space” is not the same as “My Space” and Einstein said that reality truly is different for you than for me. They said many phenomina of nature can be explained by exploring non related physical patterns that are similar in appearance, such as the “billiard ball” analogy used to describe the force the graviton exerts. Further, they said that many truths cannot be rationally isolated and belief in such things as UFO abductions and astrology and ghosts and spirits, may indeed have some basis of reality behind them. This is all a lot to think about.

I yielded to the flesh this morning and got coffee and Ace cigarettes after breakfast. They didn’t open the doors till just after seven thirty, so it seems that will be a permanent trend. We had oatmeal and a bagel with cream cheese on it and a slab of hashed browns and no seconds, except for coffee which, fortunately, was strong. We all lined up for our medication from Oscar before breakfast. Last night it was cold. That housekeeper had put such a thin bedspread on my bed and [name withheld] has had the A C cranked up since July 7^th. so I was so cold I went rummaging through the drawer to look for something else to put on. Other people including Bill had the same problem, along with Rene and Lilly. Lilly now says because of my inspiration she has decided to quit smoking. I took a long hot shower but the A C was still piping in chilled air. I still have that swelling in my wrist that must have come from sleeping on it or something. I should ask the doctor about it but [he] hasn’t been around here in some time. I also have that [deleted] problem I have had since the morning of the twelfth. In general I still feel as if I am under a bit of a jinx when began Saturday July 7^th.

The Many Lives of Marcus Arelius

The name of this blog is "Marcus in Exile". I would like to welcome everyone to this blog and especially Thom Hartman, Randi Rhodes, Leo Le Port, Stacy Taylor, and all the boys back at cell block number nine. For those of you thinking of doing a Google Desktop search to rekindle a few old memories, may I just point out that Google is known to skip some sightings, sometimes obvious. To Homer Simpson: "This is your Memory - This does not contain new information" One more thing: Tell the other Marcus I am NOT a racist against Chicanos. I resent that.

Is there an anti-gravity device actually in existence? According to Bruce there is something called the torriodal coil, which is donut shaped that wiped out gravity for a tenth of a second. I asked him about this and he said, “The general theory of relativity is not suspended, its principles are merely incorporated”. He then said that were it to be in opporation for a half a second, “it would require an infinite amount of energy”.

Now Thom Hartman was talking with Ben and Jerry and he wants them to come up with a new flavor of ice cream combining mint and peach, and would like to call the new flavor, “mmmmm-peach-mint”. Fascenating!

Thom Hartman says now that hypothetically forty percent of the house could stop an appropriations bill if the democrats wanted to use it. But instead that ratio is flipped and it takes forty percent of the members to keep things the way they are now.

In Federalist Paper number ten, Madison warned against the development of political factions. Actually the two party system as we know it exists only in a minority of democracies. If you had three parties one would win with only 33% of the vote. In other countries they appropriate legislature seats by the percentage their party gets in an election. They winner take all system we have in this country skiews the system in favor of the two major parties and against any others that would come up.

Supposidly Rudolph Guiliani stopped all rescue efforts for firemen and others lost in the rubble of 9 – 11 after he found some Brinks gold. After the gold was safely hauled away the mayor disbanded all salvage operations on November first 2001.

They had another candidatates poll on 1150 and once again Dennis Kasinitch won with Edwards coming in second and the others such as Bill Richardson way down in the pack with Hillary Clinton coming up last. Liberals don’t trust Hillary.

Evolution does occur and has occurred among certain species even within this very decade. There was some virus in Austrailia or some place that only attacked a certain species of male butterfly and 95% of each generation or better was exclusively female. But the male butterflies developed a certain gene to wart off the virus and this gene spread rapidly through the butterfly population so the species was saved and now the males consist of forty percent of the overall population.

On last night’s Smallville, Clark was telling that boy that pizza coming from Italy is a common misconception, as least as far as the part about the cheese was concerned. When Mom used to make “pizza pie” when we were kids she used green olives, and as I remember she didn’t use cheese, so there’s verification.

It was late July in 1990 when I bought the “Biograph” boxed set by Dylan. As you know from that book series I had they maintain that it wasn’t John Dillinger “set up” outside the Biograph by the woman in the red dress, that was gunned by FBI agents because Dillinger had blue eyes and this man’s eyes were brown, and there was a major heighth descrepency. The man they killed was just a small town hoodlum.

You know the impostor theory is always an intriguing one. On the soap opera, Anna Di Mira believes it isn’t the real Tony because of the way he did (or didn’t) respond when she kissed him. It seems like the same old snake to me. You know, Tabitha Lenox has lived many lives, but not the way Albert Goldman thinks. Dr. Gene Scott has put forth the theory that Christians have "memories of other lives" without necessarily being demon possessed because the Holy Spirit has memories, too, of other lives. I myself have that "Memphis lad" memory, who died at age sixteen and listened to live Gospell Music as well as jump blues. Two of my lives were "two-fers" in that I lived two lives at a time; I was too good for one. I have always (OK not always) been drawn to F. Scott Fitzgerald. But I also believe I was that "young hoodlem in Indiana" or whever who got mistaken by the FBI for John Dillinger. That was a two-fer. In addition to there being a different "John Lennon" during the period from February 1965 to February 1968 (the final thing was "The Lady Madona sessions") there is also what I believe was a brief stint on Abbey Road where after John Lennon's car accident he "called for help". I believe "Come Together" was written in part at least, about me. There is a lot of arguing over some Beatle songs. Apparently John was off having a spot of tea while Paul composed "In My Life" on John's keyboard in the other room. And there are indications Paul was a major contributor to "I Want You". As for Elenor Rigbee, allow me to elaborate. John didn't like the idea of Elenor Rigbee and Father Mc Kinsey ever meeting because "this wasn't a song about that. That's not where we were headed". The Beatles were into abstract imaging kind of stuff. It's a known fact that John was distant from Julian because he felt "there was something wrong with the boy".

Let's talk about Hamburg. On the other hand - let's not. What goes down in Hamburg stays in Hamburg, at least when it comes to sex. John wore his glasses when he watch the crate being loaded onto a boat to take them over. They arrived in Hamburg just about sunset, when the city lights were just coming on. For all the rest of it I refer you to Albert Goldman's sometimes excellent book. By the way I'm only referring to the first trip to Hamburg in late 1960, when there were five of them. And now I'd like do throw in a few bits that were prepaired for Internet broadcase by Bill Miller (yuk - yuk - yuk) from the "Moondawg" file, late May 1996.

OK this is verbiage. Tough. My main topic I haven't gotten to which is an in depth history of the Beatles alias Johnny and the Moondogs. And other ZAC news, some of it involving John Lennon, if he will allow me. And now I guess I shall take my leave of this file as it is approachine twelve noon, and I have not even been outside to smoke a cigarette or whatever. Bye.

Timothy Leary has died of cancer. Heard that on the 9:30 news but not since. Not any talk show topic, yet. Leary was reported "excited at the prospect of death" because he was "looking foreward to starting the biggest journey of his life." Reading over my own stuff from April I was oviously under stress because I do things like not introduce topics properly, like Gene Scott's sixth Cathedral aniversory. I have been transposing "now" and "not". Not a good idea. "Gene suddenly is not afraid of the number six". I felt like I was being told "be more rational" and "avoid chemical substance" ect. Last night I did my wine drinking early in the evening and akin to the
night Nixon died, I was kind of drowsey a lot of the evening. To bed at a moderate time, but like other occasions like this- did not sleep well though I fully expected I would. I'm not aware of having slept at all but am sure I did. Lots of tossing and turning. Some sort of mailing soon. You will be amused to learn I can't find a listing of the media outlets for the as of nowfinal media mailing, i.e. around Earth Day. Five stations, though.

There are so many "pissant" little news topics I list. I think I may be excessively majoring on the minors, in a ceaseless quest to put something "new" and "different" into my mind. Heckler is talking how too bad we are not illeagel Mexican immigrents, because then we'd get free hospital care. But Mexicans treat us like crap down there. You cant own property near the coast and you can't get welfare, and as a foreigner are charged way MORE for theUniversity of Mexico City than native Mexicans. You sure dont have the right to sue for police brutality "play the State lottery" metaphorically. They all must think we are some kind of saps! Clinton was in New Orleans saying that they had an 8:00 curfiew for teenagers when school is in session, and
at 9:00 during the summer time. And crime is way down. "Be in when the lights come on" like Mama used to tell him. It's such a naked appeal to naus- talgia. So many people are suckers for these shot in the dark to get your attention - - - measures. Michal Metvid is saying how Isrial is now becom- ming more devoutly religious because they have discovered that secularisum does not work. Could someone please define "does not work"?

The Lecood candidate "Metan-yahoo" pulled ahead and won the Isriali el- ection. This is the first popular election for Prime Minester. As you know, usually it is determined by forming a majority coalition of the Kenisset. And had that rule been in evidence, the LaCud party would have had it easyer, as the far right religious parties have grown in strength. It is point out that the Arab vote made it a tight race, and among Jews, LaCud led by 57%.

Bob Heckler did say that human sacrifice was inherently evil. If so then Christianity is inherently evil. Heard a noise just then. Perhaps God disagrees with some aspect of this. If Jesus was truely a man, then, he is, is he not, precluded from being involved in a sacrifice. "Let us do bad that good may come of it" is a line used by Paul as an example of bad logic. And if it's bad for man to do an immoral act that "good may come" how is it moralfor God to do the same act? Is there something I am missing? Like what? Lifeis in God's hands? You know, I could be missing something..... I just want to mention that one "dream about a house" one story house located on a corner and in a colonial style tract, the trim was green and the
house was either yellow or white. And there was a lot of "stuff going on" in side the house. Happy people, but I had the feeling I "did not belong" there but NOT from the people actually there, but some spiritual vibe. And not for any "rational" reason, either. (as though illeagel activity, ect.) This house was near an east west freeway raised off ground level, and there was a certain bend in the freeway at this point. The streets of the tract ran at semi odd angles, perhaps analogus to Westchester, but this was in no way a Keiser house, and it wasn't exactly hilly. But I had the feeling it was somewhere "to the east" far from the ocean. I only say all this because that mystory house photo was NOT the house in this dream, which was an "old dream"
even in the Spring of l994. I think it was, for a while, a recurring dream, but I oviously haven't had it in a while. All for now.